What happens when somewhere along the road you realize you've lost something? Something incredibly important? Something you can not live without? What happens when you come to the realization that you've lost track of the real you?

You get mad! You get angry! Your heart hurts so bad it feels like your going to die! Every single thing you thought you knew suddenly feels foreign!

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Friday, September 11, 2009

Who Am I? 5 Things I Want to Know.

1. Life Plan - Currently I am feeling a great deal of apprehension. I am unsure of where I am going or where I have been. I hope that when I finish this walk I will have a clearer understanding of where I have been, how it has affected me, and where I want to go with my future.

2. Hobbies - Hobbies what are hobbies? I know the technical definition, but personally I have never had an activity that I felt was worth spending an extensive amount of time on. I hope that soon I will have a better understanding of myself and what I do and do not like that I can develop a passion for something.

3. Personality Traits - Am I funny? Am I a good story teller? Am I compassionate? Yet again I do not know which is utterly depressing for me. It seems at the very least I should be familiar enough with myself to know one thing about my personality that sticks out!

4. Anger Troubles - I would not necessarily say I was an angry person, however I do get angry easily especially when it comes to a few simple things. For example if someone tells me the same thing repeatedly (more than twice) I completely lose it! Or if something gets changed and I do not get what seems like enough heads up I can not help but get mad. I am fairly certain of where this anger comes from, but I would like to better understand the anger and find reasonable methods of dealing with it.

5. Spirituality - For as long back as I can remember I have been envious of religious individuals. Growing up religion did not play a major role in our household, it was only taken seriously when it was convenient. I would love to make another, more sincere attempt at finding God and a lifestyle I have always wanted for myself.
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